She embraced the air around her, inhaling through the cold and breathing out the pain she felt within. Her smile was sometimes the biggest lie she ever sold and blaming her became her greatest sin.
Excerpts from the Novel
… and she knew she had missed it in this life – that feeling of anticipation; of desire. The flame from within that made her body ache with passion and her soul yearn for a kiss that could turn burning coal to ashes.
She wasn’t wasn’t sure that kind of love existed in this life – the kind that would numb her senses and shield her heart from the fire… The kind that wouldn’t hurt; that couldn’t turn her spirit cold.
… and tired.
She needed that one presence, strong enough to protect her sensitivities and willing to defend her right to just be free.
The most unfortunate part of living is the realization that quite often the people you think are the realest aren’t real at all… What’s even more frustrating is you never can tell what type of person you’re dealing with until it’s too late to save yourself from the pain of being forced to recognize that […]
She lived in an abyss of endless questions where she was haunted by the answers she couldn’t accept, challenged by the notions she couldn’t deny, and defeated by her own unwillingness to compromise.
Don’t try to own me. Trust that you’ve given me enough reasons to stay of my own free will. – #kjrQuotes (6/1/15)
Her dreams began to collide with reality and where the two would intersect, everything made sense. In that moment, she felt alive… and she was just crazy enough to believe that it was all worth it.
The feel of her skin stayed a while in my spirit Her presence was intoxicating and the high was addictive. Her game was on point but the hustle was clear and as quickly as I dreamed her, the high disappeared.
I exhale when he’s near me and he breathes me in… – #kjrQuotes (5/28/15)
Her waters beat wildly amongst themselves, deep and dangerous, daring the weak to battle … inviting the strong to conquer. Her presence is electric and her touch can change the rhythm of your heart… The oceans of her love will only open to those who give her spirit the freedom to dance on the shore.
Show love to everybody. We’re all just a small dose of grace away from the circumstances we tend to judge. Remember that. – #kjrQuotes (5/21/15)